Monday, November 9, 2015

Tasteless about life

Assalamualaikum and hi,
The days back were my hectic days and maybe until now. Emotion, feeling, decision and almost all. Taktahu dengan siapa nak share. So I decide to keep it alone which I tried to let it go actually. Seriously gaya hidup pun tak sihat. Minum air coke setengah botol besar tengah perut kosong makan benda yang memang dah lama gila tinggal. Makanan yang memang tak sihat gila.
Mungkin terlalu berfikir masalah yang tak perlu kot. Hal study yang mungkin bagi orang lain alah remeh but for me, no beb no. Lelagi bila kau minat something tapi kau takdapat tau tak dapat langsung benda tu dan takda siapa support. Kau sorang yang support diri kau. Tak penat ke weh? Tak ke kau rasa give up?
Hidup aku memang tak teratur gila. I'm supposed to wake up 6 to 6.30 every morning tapi lately lambat. Before this even tidur lambat i still akan bangun tapi now haih tahlah. Semuanya lupa. Semuannya tinggalkan. Macam layang layang terputus tali. Hanya ikut je angin bawa pergi mana.
Stressssssssnya. Can anyone help me? Just a warm cuddle and let me cry as much as i want. I'm tired of pretending i laugh meanwhile ive a lot of problem to think. Help me and pray the best for me. Thanks.

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